i dream of a world where we can all be happy
i dream of a world where we can accept each other because of our differences, and not fight because of it
i dream of a world where we can call every person walking on the street our brothers and sisters
i dream of a world where we don’t trick each other
where we don’t extort others for money, or ruin others’ lives
that world is so close yet so far. and it doesn’t even seen achievable sometimes
when you hear the news and stories of others suffering,
even when you see the peace you wonder to yourself
“how long will this last?”
“i hope it lasts forever”
quote from journal. 18th sept 2019 3:15am
being patient with myself is something I struggle with a lot.
I beat myself up, wishing for more, not wanting to settle.
Wanting to change my circumstances into something better.
It’s okay to want something better, but getting mad at yourself or the people around you doesn’t help.
Having patience means being able to wait for the things around you.
Accept things for the way they are, and change them if necessary.
It doesn’t mean being stagnant about it, in fact it’s the opposite.
Being okay with waiting, to take your time and to go slowly and carefully.
No rush, no pause.
Make the thing; world peace.
sometimes in life we get lost
we wander around in the desert,
in the mountains,
wondering to ourselves,
“what the fuck am I doing here.”
And that’s okay.
Change doesn’t come instantly,
like a seed in the ground,
it takes time to grow.
You are a flower,
you’re a river,
you’re a rainbow.
It takes time to be yourself.
So take your time and bloom, slowly.
No worries, no doubts,
The discipline to create and start,
to move forward and say,
“I forgive myself.”
two Ls make a W.
Sometimes, Ls lead to more Ls
loss, love, learning, living.
It just takes time to notice, or was not seen initially.
Life’s not about Ls and Ws,
not black and white, grey.
There are infinite inbetweens and possibilities.
So take time, and try to notice and create them.
loving, learning, living awareness.
Being lost fucking sucks, it does.
You have no idea where you’re going, what you want to do, where you want to go, what you’re doing, anything really.
But as long as you know why you’re here.
It should be okay…. right?
Be sure to socialize, get out and talk to people ok. Pursue your hobbies and most importantly, don’t think too much.
remember to have fun!!!